It is, indeed, lonely at the top.
Feeling somewhat lost. Where are you?
I think I've waited enough.

When I was ill for a week (last week) I woke up one morning to this beautiful view at 7 a.m.,
took a picture and went back to bed.

Adam Clayton, I love you

New Year's 2008-2009

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Posting some photos of fun stuff I've done recently!

Hanging photos in my hallway!

Christmas party with work at Rosedal garden. With Sandra, dining.

Florence and Hanna at the dinner.

The work section day began with brunch at Eva's apartment.

Then we went ice skating. This is the children's accessories crew.

After work drinks with Sandra.

Enjoying a glass of wine with Dad and Mum

Cristmas market in Stockholm with Dad and Mum

I have also spoken to my ex in Italy.
He announced three weeks ago that he had met a new girl- SEVEN months ago!
I was upset for like two weeks. Not about the fact that he had met someone, but that he had "forgotten" to tell me for seven months.
Until now we've had a good relation but it's been a little hard on us.

Then one week ago he told me she had dumped him.
He was devastated but I didn't feel like I should be the one comforting him.
Anyways, feeling quite smug now.

I have also received my first Christmas gift, two lovely summery dresses from my friend in NYC. He has been sailing between Antigua and the Bermudas for two weeks and I think he picked them up there. It is very sweet of him, it made me smile on such a grey and boring day as yesterday.

I have been a little under the weather lately. Tired and stressed at work and also because I received some bad news recently about a very very loved one. It made me realize the little things in life are so incredibly important. Every moment is precious because we never really know how much time is left.

I hope you all are well. Missing the ones that are away.
Please come home soon, and until then, enjoy your time abroad!

PS. How many times do I need to write "Adam Clayton" until this page pops up when Googling his name?
That must be my only opportunity to make him find me..!
That is, if he Googles himself every now and then. DS.

My love in the car

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This might not be entertaining for anyone else but me, watching my darling drive to Bono's house.

I wish I was there, sitting next to him.

My first reflection though, was that he looks like a mix of my friend Bruce and George Clooney.
Not necessarily a bad thing, although I would tell him to take that golden Rolex off.

Adam Clayton

My future husband and the father of my unborn children is single again!!

After having seen U23D and being all in love again, I Googled him and found out he has broken up with his long-term girlfriend.

I am now planning to go on vacation whenever the world tour is beginning, always being there in the front by his side at every gig.

He's all I've ever thought I'd wanted. And more.

Yay!

All work and no play..

..Makes Jenny a sad girl.

Work is slowly killing me. Not that I am complaining, I am lucky to have a job. It's just that I realize I haven't seen any of my friends for the last two weeks.

Have just watched Gossip Girl and Lipstick Jungle. Realizing more and more that I need to be in a place that gives me energy, not just taking it. I need to be in a thriving and beating place, where anything is possible.
The rest would be up to me.

And here I am, in a place where it's all up to me, all the time. If you want something, make it happen, goes the saying. Why can't it just happen?

And I know some of you might be delighted to read this, but this loneliness is slowly getting to me. Now it's the time for curling up in bed with someone and I just can't seem to find this person to just hold my head when I'm falling aslep on the nightbus, that person that pulls me back into bed when it's time to get up. And I hate myself for saying it, since I'm not that needy person, but I kind of want that.

If it doesn't happen very soon I will turn bitter and I don't want to.

Love love love was all over the place in Lipstick Jungle.
Inspiring but also completely exhausting.

I have a pile of old photos on my table, I need to reframe them and put them up on a wall. I flicked through them and I realized it was a very long time since I was smiling like that. Surrounded by the people I love in a place I came to call my home.

Florence has never seemed so far away. I miss it dearly.

Goodnight, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite!

Next time I'll be cheerier. Dealing with fashion for a living makes me very unfashionable in my spare time. I'll get back to it, I promise.

Once upon a time..
..there was a girl..
..that never was lonely..
..nor bored..
..'cause she was living her life like this..
..every evening of the week!